shut up. that goes for the world.

i don’t really remember the dialogue, but it somehow went like this.

“oh, where are the chocolates?”

“what do you mean no one gave you?”

“i mean, you’re already (almost) 18, but you’d have a boyfriend yet.”

shut up shut up shut up.

why the fuck would people expect me to go with the flow of every girl in this planet? what if want to do things in a different way? i admit, I WANT TO BE DIFFERENT, OKAY?! i don’t want a boyfriend yet. not now. i’ll decide on that soon.

you think that i’m bitter…and you know what? sometimes it really makes me think if i’m bitter or not. i confess: i’m choosing non-conformity right now, but i hope you can see that i’m a teenage girl and my foundation for non-conformity may not be as tough as i think it is right now. i can doubt myself at times, but i can manage to shrug it away. but trust me, it’s not that easy. so just shut your trap.

i’m nothing like some girl you know.